you, reading this

@SolGryn still feeling bad? :(

@AllelujahHaptism yeah. I think the wounds will take time to heal. I hope you are doing better

@SolGryn yeah time helps some, i can tell you for sure

@AllelujahHaptism I still have some hope. I dont know why

@SolGryn you always do, trust me

@AllelujahHaptism thank you. It's been a pleasure to speak with you. I truly appreciate it

@SolGryn sure, i get what youre going through to a certain degree

@AllelujahHaptism I look forward to talking to you again. You seem to be very kind

@SolGryn sure thing, im here often haha so feel free
i try to be :p

@AllelujahHaptism how are you? Are you okay?

@SolGryn yeah thanks, ive just been kinda nothing today so its an improvement atleast haha

@AllelujahHaptism hey that's better than being sad. I'd rather feel nothing than sadness. I've had enough of that

@SolGryn yeah i know, happy would be better though :p

@AllelujahHaptism one day at a time right?

@SolGryn yes, thats all you can do

@AllelujahHaptism friends seem to help though :)

@SolGryn if you have them

@AllelujahHaptism I dont. I'd be honored to call you the first

@SolGryn we can try haha

@AllelujahHaptism up to you. I enjoy your company. I can tell you actually care. Unlike most others I've spoken with

@SolGryn i think its easier cause i somewhat understand
dont suppose youre a gamer?

@AllelujahHaptism I am! You?

@SolGryn big time gamer, mostly xbox, you?

@AllelujahHaptism big time gamer as well. I only have pc games. Over 200 on my steam

@SolGryn i could never get on with pc gaming :/