i give up, again

@SW-User not from my experience -_-

@AllelujahHaptism I admire your persistence though.

@SW-User i dont think i have any of that anymore :/

@AllelujahHaptism seems like it.. You're able to keep writing about your let downs, that says something.

@SW-User that i know how to whine?

@AllelujahHaptism I don't consider you a whiner really tbh, you just share your disappointment, and leave it at that.

@SW-User yet i still get troll comments that push me even lower -_-
(not you obviously)

@AllelujahHaptism trolls are already on the bottom though.. It's almost really impossible to go that low yourself.

@SW-User if only it didnt feel like it -_-

@AllelujahHaptism I have no doubt it feels bad, but I really don't think you're quite as low. They try to drag you down though, that's for sure.

@SW-User & it works :(

@AllelujahHaptism I think when I feel frustrated or ultra negative or dissatisfied etc here, I take a break and log off and try to do something more positive in my life for a bit. It does help. Otherwise it's pretty easy to get pulled down.

@SW-User ive never found anything positive :/

@AllelujahHaptism go get a good cup of coffee ☕ or something simple like that when you can or take a little walk. Usually you just have to shift your energy to get things going in a better direction, even if you have to keep doing that.

@SW-User coffee....eww
its almost 2am here, not alot to do

@AllelujahHaptism lol I know, totally different time zone
In the morning some 🍵 lol and a walk if you want to

@SW-User thats unlikely too, i'll be up till the morning then sleep to the afternoon...

@AllelujahHaptism can't sleep 💤?

@SW-User just an umm unique sleeping pattern

@AllelujahHaptism yeah I hear ya

@SW-User always changing :/

@AllelujahHaptism I have trouble with sleep too :/

@SW-User how come?

@AllelujahHaptism I'm not sure, it started several years ago and got a little better after I did a lot of work to stick with a schedule, then it popped up again, but not as bad.

@SW-User has something changed since it restarted?