I realize I am losing social life to the point where I feel like my own prison

And I never want to go anywhere anymore ever since. Nothing to see and nothing to seek.

I don't talk to anyone anymore as my depression has been increasing each seasons, as I'm starting to see everyone is stressed out these days.

Once I know everything about life, feels like I already been there without experiencing it.

My mind always say everything has a catch and everything is a scam, and most of it are right.

It's a very very small world for me.

My only social option is talking to alcohol to feel good and forget about stress,even I don't drink a lot anymore.