Sometimes I harm myself whenever there's something wrong, I felt the frustrations around me and I go overdrive insane punching myself

Because I thought it's my fault I fuck something up like the stupid cable. The Internet and whatever it is. I have so much anger and hatred for this world for so damn fvcking long. I don't need any more screaming in the house!!!!! I hate being a human because I have NO CONTROL!!!!! I hate seeing hearing and seeing drama and human anger!!!! I even hate seeing people crying. Like I just want to leave.


Whenever I see this it's like the world is ending for them!!!!