Guys I miss my grandma

My grandma raised me after I got out of foster care when I was taken from my parents (until I was adopted) I don’t really know if I should say she raised me since she let me do whatever I wanted and gave me whatever I wanted since she felt bad for the abuse my bio parents put me through but it’s been 10 years now since my grandma died and I just can’t believe it’s been that long since I hugged her or held her hand or played with her hair.. I miss the smell of her house too.. (I think that’s why I keep my house decorated in grandma core) 10 years since I’ve talked to her but tonight I listened to a voicemail she left me (I saved it)
“Hi it’s grandma.. just wondering how you’re doing honey… give me a call when you can”