Ariya our youngest is turnin 1 on Thanksgiving

And for the last 2 days she has been saying an calling ppl Dada 💔it so unfair to her she will not remember him and how much he loved her ive been tryin my best to hold it together but she just woke up from mid morning nap calling for him 💔💔💔💔 give me the strength to get thru this day .. i did order like 92 balloons with her other bday decorations afterwards me and our other kids are gonna write messages to him and release them at her party 💔💔💔💔💔💔