When did you hit your lowest point with someone

When he was screaming at me, accusing me of what he did. I was crying and begging him to listen and he kept talking over me. Then he told me he didn't want to be in a relationship and ignored me for days. Told me I was crazy and he'd be happy if I found someone else. Then another few days later he.was begging for me back. Telling me he is a monster but I make him want to be a better man. Shit I'd heard over and over...

At that moment I knew I wasn't in love with him, I was addicted to his scraps because he made me feel like nothing. He manipulated me into things I didn't want and when it came to what I needed he acted like a hug or a mature conversation was too much.

He had drained me of every shit I'd ever given about him and was mad I didn't continue to let him suck me dry.