This was gonna be our first dance song 💛🌻

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And honestly yalls kind words and support helps alot I really dont show, talk or even know really how to express my emotions and like yesterday i brought up today was gonna be the day i got married in front of my momma an she just went on talking about something else.. I brought it up to my oldest sis an all she asked was why we picked September she was curious...I was gonna get my grandmother whos made all the females in family wedding dresses by hand ( a master of the sewing machine ) it was gonna be what me and him called a hippie style dress was gonna wear a flower crown and be barefoot i told him he could wear his favorite cowboy Levi's and favorite black hat (which is the only thing i wish i could have got i dont know if his family has it or even if it was found)... which shit we could have gotten married in our pjs for all i cared still would have meant just as much ... and honestly yall i feel guilty or bad for posting sad an negative things for yall to have to read i know that sounds crazy like i only wanna put out positive vibes to yall not all this but really dont have no one or no other place to get it out but here... ANYWAYS thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything yall , yall are awesome 🫂 sorry for the rambling hope all yall have a beautiful weekend an be safe🌻💛