Random thoughts

Ever wonder. Why?

Then immediately shift to nah. It doesn't matter. It's really funny when you take a look back to see how you once were and how everything changes you. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe it's nothing.

Like there used to be a time when I used to invest in people emotionally. Wish for stuff. Care a lot. Then it all went to sh*t. It eventually made me numb. I stopped caring. Stopped trusting "words" because they're dispensable just as we are.

I just want to understand what it really is like? To feel something or rather why should we feel anything. Care about anything at all? I don't know the answers. I'm not ready to invest time in seeking answers anymore. All I want to do is just enjoy the show.