I hate how my day ends as soon as it begins

@nightjourney It's not even worth it. I didn't believe people when they said "money can't buy happiness".

Sure, if your car blows up one day you can just buy a new one. You can live life not worrying about stupid things that can go wrong.

But I can still die. I could get a disease tomorrow and pass away in the most painful and excruciating way possible, no amount of money will stop that.

You shouldn't be jealous. You should be happy that you are happy. You have people you live with so you never feel alone. I don't live with anyone.

I don't even like to be at home. I feel like I'm trapped their. Usually I just drive around. Go to Walmart or the Mall or to wherever just to look at something other than the same four walls crashing in on me.

I do have friends but they are all busy and all they want to do is eat out and I'm tired of that.

I like being home at night, and that's it. That's the only time I enjoy it.

But, I am fortunate to have a great paying job. It's like the one sure thing I have in life. At least I know I am not worthless.

@AthrillatheHunt Utica, NY

@AthrillatheHunt sunset is 7:30pm

@GanglandCriminal97 enjoy the twilight dude !