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hiii hope you have a good day today and something incredible happens you never expected. which could never happen if you ceased to exist. so i hope you hold on for more moments.

SW-User
@lovelywarpedlemon no need to worry about me. I've had these thoughts for 22-23 years already. Hardly ever as a "I wanna do it now" kind of thing, more of a "if things don't get better, it's an option"
@SW-User i've had them too for years. when i was a girl i thought i would wake up one day and everything would be okay. but it only got worse. so now i'm trying to save myself.

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@lovelywarpedlemon the way I see it, it's an "escape door" which makes it easier to always try just a little bit more because there's aa backup plan