What was a past passion that you can't believe you were so passionate about?

America
I was the most patriotic kid you’d ever seen but then I joined the army and now this country is just the place I pay to shit, in my eyes

Religion. I once wanted to become a nun.

the internet

Past lover.

My last ex. 🤢

Probably a woman. Maybe even two women at different points in my life. Neither really seemed to feel the same way. Love seems to have become associated with illness to me. Mental illness.