I love you Jack

Things had to be this way though. I hope you are happy and healthy. There is a hole in me where you used to be. I’m quite miserable actually. I try to stay busy and it works for the most part until I start thinking in those quiet times. I see you deleted your account. I hope one day you come back and see this. I don’t know why. All this was my choice and it just sucks all the way around. I’m thankful I got to have you in my life for the short time we had. I thought of emailing you but the pain of it all is too raw still. I hope you bounced back. I haven’t yet and it’s been two months. Maybe I never will. Maybe I can learn to live with it. Time will tell.