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@Coldplay She’s a very beautiful woman, and a dear friend. 🖤

@Coldplay Thank you vm ❤️

@DarkHeaven Thank you sweet thing, always so lovely 💜

@BalmyNites just honest. 🖤

@DarkHeaven I hope you are well 💜🤗

@BalmyNites better tonight. last night was rough. I am on 4mg of Xanax to be fair, though. I don’t want a repeat.

@DarkHeaven this made me smile. Glad today is better!!!

@DarkHeaven Take it easy, you’re going to be alright 💜❤️💜

@BalmyNites So many changes… I’m engaged. We move in together in just over two month. Don’t get me wrong… I’m totally excited, but I’m anxious too. My anxiety is through the roof right now. I have trouble with changes, even good ones.

@DarkHeaven I know, I know…

But this is you, you will go through it over & again many times in your head, imagining all sorts & worrying - but it WILL be fine & you WILL both be happy 🤗💜

@BalmyNites I’m just afraid I’ll fuck it up. I’m not easy to live with. She’s an angel… and I’m… something else. Ugh.

@DarkHeaven you’re an angel too. How many times must we tell you?

@DarkHeaven stop that!!! You are special.

@zerofuks2give I’ve got a lot of demons. I didn’t invite them… but they stay none the less. I’m afraid she won’t stick, once I have a bad episode. It’s one thing to be here on the weekends, when I’m literally trying my best. It’s another thing to see me 24/7, when I’m falling apart.

@DarkHeaven believe in YOU!!

@DarkHeaven We all have demons. But even a blind chick can see how fucking awesome you are. You don’t have anything to worry about

@BalmyNites *just quietly hugs my friend* 🖤🤗

@zerofuks2give @Coldplay trying.

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@DarkHeaven 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

@DarkHeaven I know. And a lot of us are in your corner.