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Hotchocolatezebra there are different ways of learning things. And so no two people's experiences are the same.
Yet the way I handled it is different than most.
The following link is a list of girls and women throughout my life, that I both loved and cared about. Some I had to let them go. ANY of them I would gladly welcome back...
https://similarworlds.com/4729175-I-Want-To-Memorialize-People-I-Have-Lost/3493082-More-a-memorial-to-all-the-girls-that-have-effect
Some things you must let go, in order to get any single one of them back.