Booboo- If you're unhappy then don't ignore that. You deserve to be happy and don't need to put up with circumstances that are keeping you down.
Have you tried therapy or talked to others about it? I'm sure you've had your share with talking to your spouse. But aside from that what's changed and what do you feel doesn't fit in your life anymore? More with you ? What do you really want now? I'd think about these for a while and see what you'd come up with. Either case you should be happy.
I wish you all the best!! Sending lots of love to ya!💕💕💕💕