I Want to Be Happy

I don’t know what kind of posts typically go in this group but has anyone felt like they’ve only gotten bad news, or have been stuck in a rut that you can’t actively get out of? Has it lasted more than a year? It’s been two and a half years of just not much good happening and feeling worthless and undeserving and things around me are falling apart, and I cannot for the life of me catch a break. I can’t take anymore. I’m not dangerous but I feel like if this is all life had planned for me next I want out