I Am Trying to Find Happiness

It has been a year since the last time I posted a story here. And here I am again stuck and feel empty inside. I am not trying to be ungrateful for what I have in life. Great job with great environment and excellent boss. I am surrounded by people who love me. But still, I can't seem to find happiness in my life. Still feeling that something is missing. Pondering what my life purpose is and what I am supposed to do with life. Since the beginning of this year, I have been searching for something, reading self-help books and articles, learning to meditate, wishing to find my inner self and hoping that I find the answer of why I am feeling this way. But none works. I still feel stuck and empty and hopeless. The itch feeling of not knowing what to do and why I am feeling this way kinda kills me.