I am proud of myself for taking steps to take care of Miram even though I am so unwell
I am working on preserving an emotional detachment from those who play on guilt to avoid their own, play on anger to avoid abandonment, play on empathy to avoid self-reliance, play on unity to avoid individual accountability.....etc I like my current selective detachment. It is driven by acknowledging what my priorities should be.
In this life we all lose plenty. I wish to make sure what I lose isn't wasted. It is purposeful and can get recycled to serve life itself.
It is more freeing to let go due to reaching the emotional maturity... than doing so because you are forced to. Life doesn't wait for our healing to take what we cherish most and doesn't wait for our growth to hande us trials.. and doesn't in anyway consciously hand you what fits your abilities..That is a romanticized illusion.
Life is chaotic.
The part I can control is all about doing my best and accelerating my pace by getting rid of the side noise i.e the social gamers.
I am in a very introspective stage, witnessing my own mind draw parallels and witness transformation. I like this stage. I like being able to spot what people are about and seperate projections from perception. I like knowing my potential and putting that first.
In this life we all lose plenty. I wish to make sure what I lose isn't wasted. It is purposeful and can get recycled to serve life itself.
It is more freeing to let go due to reaching the emotional maturity... than doing so because you are forced to. Life doesn't wait for our healing to take what we cherish most and doesn't wait for our growth to hande us trials.. and doesn't in anyway consciously hand you what fits your abilities..That is a romanticized illusion.
Life is chaotic.
The part I can control is all about doing my best and accelerating my pace by getting rid of the side noise i.e the social gamers.
I am in a very introspective stage, witnessing my own mind draw parallels and witness transformation. I like this stage. I like being able to spot what people are about and seperate projections from perception. I like knowing my potential and putting that first.
