I am grateful for having a conscience and the ability to face it.

@BlueVeins I rather this than be my father.

@sam1992

العقل نعمة و المجتمع و الدنيا تسلحه ضدك.
كثير من أسباب الاكتئاب متعلقة بالقيود التي تمنع العقل من ترسيخ مبادئه في الواقع. سواء كانت تلك القيود بسبب
المجتمع أم بسبب قوانين فيزيائية خارج السيطرة الفردية.

And I think some of the reasons got to do with learning to accept our limitations, a form of contentment. There is very thin line between accepting one's limitation wnd enabling indifference , and something I believe those of us who are in constant exposure to trauma struggle to navigate

@Miram It has never been a deal with just depression to me. It is a whole life . You know I am trying to separate myself from the events specially war around . I want to forget the whole thing and move on. I try to forget about the government and the ruling systems , I feel it is a no way root to even think about it. Try to forget my losses caused by silly causes. Try to go on . You know all the ways hurt even the positive ways. I switch on the TV everyday hoping for just one simple good news but it seems no way. Just dust of war and bodies around. I don't even remember how such occasions end and it seems it won't end soon. All I hope is war to off and I will be great. War is not a pleasant occasion to me wherever it is happening. My affairs are simple and I can take control of . Just the occasions these days can grind any mind and I am not optimistic to be honest . It smells nasty to me and it increases . Anyway don't take me too serious , I am just talking things that is all .

@sam1992

Oh , M. There is little comfort in helping them out. Grab it. You will feel less in pain because you're doing something with all those feelings instead of letting them fester. It is no different than treating physical pain. It is your body telling you to do something to fix the problem. Placebo isn't a solution ,yet it works a lot of times.

Get yourself in one of those websites and tutor a Palestinian or syrian kid every weekend. You are pretty excellent in biology. We need to help the survivors world wide build again.

I know it is difficult. We have both been there. But we can't be dwelling in helplessness and grief and sorrow. It is endless.

@Miram i don't see when we die as death. I don't know if we have a soul or what happens to that. I know i have my beliefs, but as far as the body goes nothing can kill that. Everything in existance is energy and energy can't die it can only change properties. No matter what happens to me ill always infest this world.

@Rokan Yes, that is why I don't think of it as a peace. We will always both infest and benefit the world. We have little control how we tip the scale. In our death we can also strive for goodness. And death will happen regardless, which means no point in justifying going to it willingly.

@Miram i cant fight nature but i wont ket man take me out without fight