Day 13: Gratitude…
❤️ my daughter wanted to have a picnic today! Ironically, my fb memories yesterday included a post from several years ago lamenting my sadness that no one ever wanted to have a picnic with me lol. Now I’ve got me a picnic buddy! It was perfect on our deck in the sunshine. She even ran around and picked me
flowers 🥰
❤️ My husband has gone on and on today about me being ‘so hot’. Honestly, it’s weird because he was so horrible to me for so long and now he’s been such a different guy for however long now. I’m grateful though. Maybe one of these days it’ll start feeling natural. It’s not that I don’t think he’s being real…it’s just…you go through something long enough and you adapt to that. Now I’ve got to adapt to this and feel secure in it. He was really sweet today though and even joined me and my girl for the picnic.
❤️ Discovered that this huge tree full of pinkish/purplish blooms in front of our house is either an ornamental cherry or plum tree. I suspect it’s a plum, but hoping it’s cherry! How insane would it be if cherryxblossom ended up having a cherry tree full of blossoms AND considering out street name! (Which I’m obviously not saying here 😜) Either way it’s beautiful…and we have a redbud just starting to bloom in the back yard right by our deck. 😍
❤️ We went to grab food from a place I’ll call “Tom’s.” My girl was cracking me up!!! I’d passed it up so I’d asked her if she saw Tom’s anywhere..then celebrated when we found it…then I was driving around I heard her going on about how Tom was her best friend. “He was really special to me. Tom was my best friend, but he died. Maybe he’s in his bed, at his house. I ate his sandwich” I can’t remember everything she said, but man oh man, she had a lot to say about her friend Tom! 🤣 EVERYONE is her best friend these days.
❤️ I’m finally getting caught back up with most of my friends since my little antisocial spell I had. I still blame that medication for making me want to be alone so much and feeling so numb-ish….which by the way I don’t even think it even did what it was supposed to. But oh well. I am enjoying this break and allowing my body to heal. I’m super grateful for the break and I’m happy to use it to catch up with everyone before I start going through all this craziness.
flowers 🥰
❤️ My husband has gone on and on today about me being ‘so hot’. Honestly, it’s weird because he was so horrible to me for so long and now he’s been such a different guy for however long now. I’m grateful though. Maybe one of these days it’ll start feeling natural. It’s not that I don’t think he’s being real…it’s just…you go through something long enough and you adapt to that. Now I’ve got to adapt to this and feel secure in it. He was really sweet today though and even joined me and my girl for the picnic.
❤️ Discovered that this huge tree full of pinkish/purplish blooms in front of our house is either an ornamental cherry or plum tree. I suspect it’s a plum, but hoping it’s cherry! How insane would it be if cherryxblossom ended up having a cherry tree full of blossoms AND considering out street name! (Which I’m obviously not saying here 😜) Either way it’s beautiful…and we have a redbud just starting to bloom in the back yard right by our deck. 😍
❤️ We went to grab food from a place I’ll call “Tom’s.” My girl was cracking me up!!! I’d passed it up so I’d asked her if she saw Tom’s anywhere..then celebrated when we found it…then I was driving around I heard her going on about how Tom was her best friend. “He was really special to me. Tom was my best friend, but he died. Maybe he’s in his bed, at his house. I ate his sandwich” I can’t remember everything she said, but man oh man, she had a lot to say about her friend Tom! 🤣 EVERYONE is her best friend these days.
❤️ I’m finally getting caught back up with most of my friends since my little antisocial spell I had. I still blame that medication for making me want to be alone so much and feeling so numb-ish….which by the way I don’t even think it even did what it was supposed to. But oh well. I am enjoying this break and allowing my body to heal. I’m super grateful for the break and I’m happy to use it to catch up with everyone before I start going through all this craziness.
