I was just looking at my old OG account from 5-6 years ago and I was soooo much more stable and happy when my parents were alive.

@Max41 I am okay with my parents deaths at this point. It’s raising my child alone without support that has affected me so much.

@SW-User I m always supporting you . Although I don't have much money it .

@Max41 I have money. I don’t even care about money.

I want someone besides me to care about my son. That is exhausting and empty every day. There’s no fuel other than my love for him which isn’t enough tbh. I wish more for him but have to watch life and loneliness hurt him too because there’s things I just can’t do alone.

@calicuz I was in my early 30’s, working single mama with a toddler when they passed. It’s interesting to see how life without any help has changed me. I’m okay with death, but they did leave me a mess to clean up when I was already busy with my own life.

It is what it is 🖤

@iamonfire696 Thank you 🖤 They will soon. Each day that passes I’m closer. I’ve made some important decisions. I guess I could see more clearly at the bottom of this dark pit. Thank you for always seeing the good in me because I’ve for sure been an ass on here at times.

@SW-User There’s lots of good in you. I am just sorry that things have gotten so tough for you. I hate that and you deserve better 💖.

@iamonfire696 I learned a lot 🖤