Ugh, lately I've been so

Friggin' happy!!! I just want to shout it out loud that im finally an happy. No more being a sad panty lmao. I thought being single again would be this lonely life but after 7 months of being alone and healing from my recent breakup, all i can say is wow!! I am so proud of myself, i didn't need to get under someone to get over my ex. My friends kept saying that to me, just find someone else to get over ur ex but NOPE!!! I didnt feel like that was for me. 🙃I made it 7 months being celibate, and staying away from drugs!!! (I relapsed back in aug ) but been clean since. Now to battle alcohol its one thing i probably wont stop, its just occasionally i drink and by myself as usual lol or when i go out with friends......
Ugh, just so happy i can burst lmao