I have this crazy power where if someone crosses me or tries to make my life hell bad things happen to them or they leave. idk how i do it

I think I have some type of crazy powers or some sort of supernatural ability that just clears my roadblocks for me without me lifting a finger. Like when I still worked a normal job before I began my own business everyone who gave me a hard time or was mean to me ended up either suddenly quitting or leaving to another location or something would happen to them. I'd come home angry at them and would focus on wanting them to leave or wanting karma to teach them to back off of me and it took time but eventually I got my wish. Like one guy suddenly moved out of state. One chick quit and found a new job an hour away from me. One girl got hit by a car on her bike. She lived thankfully. Another girls grandpa went into the hospital the day after she reported me to the boss. Her life was rough after that she too had health problems but she was the main antagonist at my old old job. I've had this crazy roadblock clearing ability just appear in my life sometime in my mid 20s. I wasn't always able to make things happen but now I can. I promise I'm not wishing anyone harm on purpose I just want them to be reminded how they make me feel or to leave me alone.

I did something crazy once and carved the initials of these girls who gave me a hard time at the last job I worked before I started my own thing into soap in the shower and as I rubbed their initials off under the water I said they won't bother me anymore and i no longer exist in their world and they no longer in mine and that they will never bother me again. Poof next day ignored. BAM none of them talked to me again or caused me any trouble again.

See I'm telling you I have these powers that i don't know where they came from but i'm loving it.