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GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
No, I'm personally gunning and arming up for a race war. I have nothing to live for, so I am going to launch a suicide attack on Nascar.
Helter Skelter should have worked.
Race War Now!
Helter Skelter should have worked.
Race War Now!
JimBeam · M
@GeistInTheMachine
The artificial smile I wield...
How much have I spent for you?
Nurtured you?
Guarded you?
Bled for you!
I cannot say that I love you anymore.
What the Hell even are you?
I can't tell if you lack humanity,
Or if you're all too human.
I know how it is to have existential anxiety.
And then going through the turmoil of living with the difficulties of anxiety and depression, whilst dealing with the onslaught of life coming at you, which doesn't cease.
Work, school, relationships, changes, etc.
But then you ultimately have to realize that your depression or anxiety isn't really you.
Just a manifestation of the circumstances you're in, that can sometimes generate a lot of stress.
The demands of life and the situations we get put in exacerbate things.
I've been trying to years to fix the symptoms of my problems, that came at such a rapid pace.
Made some mistakes, many, but ugh.
I've tried my best.
Now, I need to rebuild my life again.
How tedious.
But you have to keep moving forwards, somehow.
...Although it hurts like Hell.
The artificial smile I wield...
How much have I spent for you?
Nurtured you?
Guarded you?
Bled for you!
I cannot say that I love you anymore.
What the Hell even are you?
I can't tell if you lack humanity,
Or if you're all too human.
I know how it is to have existential anxiety.
And then going through the turmoil of living with the difficulties of anxiety and depression, whilst dealing with the onslaught of life coming at you, which doesn't cease.
Work, school, relationships, changes, etc.
But then you ultimately have to realize that your depression or anxiety isn't really you.
Just a manifestation of the circumstances you're in, that can sometimes generate a lot of stress.
The demands of life and the situations we get put in exacerbate things.
I've been trying to years to fix the symptoms of my problems, that came at such a rapid pace.
Made some mistakes, many, but ugh.
I've tried my best.
Now, I need to rebuild my life again.
How tedious.
But you have to keep moving forwards, somehow.
...Although it hurts like Hell.
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
@JimBeam Your point? Are you telling me not go kamikaze Nascar and start a race war?
Or is what you're saying that I should commit a false flag against a fried chicken joint to get the blacks riled up?
So cryptic, bro.
Or is what you're saying that I should commit a false flag against a fried chicken joint to get the blacks riled up?
So cryptic, bro.
JimBeam · M
GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M
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