mad man (so that's it / the title)

how many times,
you just breakdown
in this one life,

then I think
it's better to die
at once
and turn into ashes
under tht grave

how to be brave
how to have patience
where is peacee



so long It has been
I now believe
all my hopes
bound by th cowardice rope
as I see
can't let myself die
will not close my eyes
atleast not this soon

every step here
full of polypores
even under the base
then closer to edge
may be I'll slip or fall
further twisted feet,
distorted fate
failures
repentance
a lifeless me
as if nothing was ever mine
I don't belong to this place

no more noise
back home
silence n solitude
having erased all m memories
still am I at ease

in my mind tht question
haunting,
victory after harmony
or victory and harmony together
no serenity after victory
and to get th answer
today I've turned one mad man
ẞ