He wanted me...

He wanted me when I was away
Drifting along mountain tops and my bay
He wanted me when I saw his pain
It helped me clear cloudy days and rain

He wanted me when I was content and happy
He wasn't afraid of affection and being sappy
New and never touched before
As I got to know him I only ever wanted more

As he got to know me
bitterness and resentment, I began to see
As he got to know me
Invisible and forgotten I came to be

He wanted me... what has changed
I came to be with him 1700 miles traversed my life rearranged
He wanted me then what can I do
Years of my life spent in pursuit

As he got to know me
He recklessly hurt me here and there
As he got to know me
What an embarrassment for so long begging a man to care...

He wanted me I thought
Now I'm so confused
These battles I've fought
To try to help us fuse
Our love away from the hate
A shove, a shallow rejection
It's always been my fate

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goodlil666 · 51-55, MVIP

Well done, your pain comes through in your words. I can feel for you , I spent years trying to save something that was already gone. I usually write for the same reasons , it's a way for my to help heal myself.

S33K3R · 36-40, F

@goodlil666 thanks, for me this is the only way to heal... I walk these halls, at least I walk.

goodlil666 · 51-55, MVIP

@S33K3R That's all you can do, and just keep doing it.

I have a poem in my posts called " To love and not be loved" that I wrote , if you care to read it