How often do you talk to your siblings on phone?

@HellsBelle Why do you prefer someone who dosen't have close good family?

@REMsleep Insecurity maybe. I would feel like I have to be more impressive than who I really am because they are important. all the people that are important to my partner become important to me too. that just gives me anxiety. Plus the forced social events.

@HellsBelle Well in life you have two choices when it comes to areas of insecurity. You can continue to allow your insecurities to control or limit parts of your life and you will miss so many good things and good people or you can face it and slowly work on it.
If love is real you will always be impressive enough. Thats what love is.
Anyone who cares for you will understand you.
Have you ever considered that his family could become your family and they might accept you just as you are if he does?

@REMsleep I feel like a fake most of them time. And I voice this to people. Even coworkers I am comfortable with. I do not like to polite laugh or make small talk. I realize now that I am bitter.... I am working on that. ffs..... I just can't see anyone liking me. I almost take comfort in that. no one to impress = comfortable