Ah girl, I'm sorry. I considered that with Amelia and got to the point where I had to be willing when I moved to Canada, but we got really lucky and a friend took her. I told him he could have it done after I left but he kept her. Her trouble was...is....attacking other dogs. Very viciously and relentlessly, and also growled at small children. And I do think if she had the opportunity she would have attacked a child, but at that time I was never around kids very often fortunately. We just got lucky that friend is able to give her the privacy and special circumstances that she needs though it hasn't been easy. Most dogs that bite humans do not get to live out their lives. And they often have to go in terrible ways because so many feel that it's okay to kill them after they make those mistakes. It's sad, because people like us see through that... I'm sorry you had to do this. He had a good time with you, at least the end of his days were filled with care and love and all the good things a dog deserves. Now you're safe, and honestly, so is everyone. He served his purpose on this planet perhaps and perhaps will come back as a lap dog, or cat, or something more fitting 😫☮♥