It's not weird at all.
You are going through this experience called life. Right along with all of our experiences.
You are gonna feel and think some type of way about it. And that is ok.
My brother is laying on my couch and I am watching him slowly and very painfully dying from congestive heart failure. I don't hear every thought that he has crashing through his mind but ,I have heard some that made me immediately escape my own house because of what he just planted in mine.
How we keep carrying on through such moments, til we get to that inevitable hour isn't the riddle.
He is MY brother.
What happens the second after he is finally free of all of this pain and sorrow and anger and fear?
What happens the minute that I am free because the walls of this fortress that I built for us, crumble. Because we don't need the strength of my protection any longer.
How fast will it take all of it to fall to pieces?
Where will it go?
Everything inside these walls I mean.
Inside of me...
So yeah man.
There you go.
You see that is ok to think and feel.
You are a normally weird guy.
On an insanely weird planet.
I am the one who is living with an almost dead guy laying directly across from a guy who died on August 2.
Waiting for, but not wanting , them both to be free to leave.
There is no gravity.
The Earth sucks!
