I Basically Been Shy All My Life, Even My Adult Life

I like to be alone. I grew up most of my life knowing that its important to have friends but always finding my life alone and with my mother was more fun. No one was nice to my mom. People seemed to catagorize her in some sort of stereyo type all her own thus some person wanting it to be below all the other people of the world. The parts i was with other people where pushed back, erased, but not trampled on until upon remembering them. I honestly think though that some things you are meant to forget. No matter how dangerous it may seem in the eyes of all but it has come to pass that yes. Perhaps I lack skill with cooking and making things to do with food or culinary arts. But one thing I know is that me and my girlfriend are excelent at making things . But damn. My boyfriend. Hes simply good at making himself look good. So why not compremise? Well all make clothing and necklaces and drinks but you. You can rest well knowing that your cooking will be the reason why I atleast smile. :]. Happy sunday people. The day to simply be happy and knowing having fun is resting.