I Am Shy

I am so insanely shy here on EP. There's just so many cool people I want to talk to, but I don't wanna bother them or just be a bore to them. If people message me, I normally reply, but I've never messaged someone first. It kinda just scares me too much.

I'm terrified of awkward moments too, whether I say something stupid or assume something, or they just leave and I'm here like "Oh, its okay. I know I'm boring. Thaaanks." I seriously need to change that about myself. I just don't know how