I Am Selfish
I'm selfish.
I've realized it in a lot of aspects, yet my most recent and occurring one is letting people go.
I want people to care about me, sometimes even when I know I could let them go and not care about them...
for example; my ex doesn't want anything to do with me, and our whole relationship I really didn't want to be with him, but now that I know he could replace me with someone who actually cares and tries in the relationship it worries me. Idk it's like a sense of being selfish, and a sense of knowing I could've done better and won't ever have the chance.
I don't want to be remembered as this... but really there's no way to fix it, so tell me how does one stop being selfish and let go?
I've realized it in a lot of aspects, yet my most recent and occurring one is letting people go.
I want people to care about me, sometimes even when I know I could let them go and not care about them...
for example; my ex doesn't want anything to do with me, and our whole relationship I really didn't want to be with him, but now that I know he could replace me with someone who actually cares and tries in the relationship it worries me. Idk it's like a sense of being selfish, and a sense of knowing I could've done better and won't ever have the chance.
I don't want to be remembered as this... but really there's no way to fix it, so tell me how does one stop being selfish and let go?
26-30, F
