I am sick of it.

Getting criticized everyday for standing up for myself. Too mean, so aggressive, arrogant, not empathetic, lacks humbleness, snappy, vengeful, evil, greedy...the list is endless.

I am sick of people pointing out negative things about me. Most are only negative because they don't get to use me. I am generous, selectively loving but loving, I work harder than most I know, I care too much, I am loyal and I never lie. I am not greedy. I do seek power because power keeps you safe and your loved ones safe.

I am going to selfishly only think about the positives tonight. And you know what? Thank you Miram. Thanks for not being a piece of shit that betrays people's trust even after they done so to you. For always being there when others reach out for help. For loving truly and completely never holding back. For making so many sacrifices for the wellbeing of others even when they are ungrateful scum.

You aren't perfect but you're good.

Goodnight, bish.