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Our egos destroy everything.

I lose everyone who’s interested in me because of their fkn ego. They push at me, trying to upset my chill, because my security makes them uncomfortable. I’m real af and all I get is peoples bullshit for being strong. Nobody ever believes in me.

It’s cool though. I’m too used to being ditched to even feel heart broken anymore. Making plans for carrying on alone.
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SW-User
Did things not work out with that guy ?
RebelFox · 36-40, F
@SW-User I don’t know. I’m trying to be understanding but I’m getting hurt. I’m getting pushed away because of shit he hasn’t dealt with. It’s just not fkn cool and I’m losing trust.
SW-User
@RebelFox I'm sorry that's happening..sounds like some unhealed wounds ..hopefully things will be better ..I have those too and trying to heal is an ongoing process .
I tend to push people away too especially when I'm going through things ...if that's what you mean ?
..now that i think about it 🤔
RebelFox · 36-40, F
@SW-User How much pushing can I handle is the question. I wanted to be part of his healing, but when unleashes on me it hurts, it upsets my son and makes life harder.
SW-User
@RebelFox ouch ! When your child is involved it's not fair to him . You need to do what's right for him as well ...I hate seeing kids upset 🥺..I know you will do what is best for you and him ❤️