I Am Sometimes Selfish

My mom told me she just got the teaching job that she's always wanted. And I should be happy for her but I'm not. A couple years ago, I thought we would be moving to Connecticut for my dad's job but now we're not because he can work from home where we live. Now that my mom has a job, moving is now out of the question. I was looking forward to it because I thought we could move north and I could follow my dreams. I know I'm in my twenties so that means I [i]could[/i] move out when I want but I don't make enough money to live on my own nor can I afford a car. So unfortunately where my parents go, I go. I was just hoping that meant leaving town.