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I Am Not As Strong As You Think I Am

I'm working towards assistant manager in my current career. Of course I have higher goals, but one thing at a time.
I can direct the staff in ways I feel suited for the situations at hand. I hold the patrons we serve quite well and can accommodate most requests with ease and efficiency.

I lead a 6 person, 6 animal house with little effort.

I have an amazing husband, I have four adopted capable children, two gorgeous puppies, two beautiful kitties, and two spunky guinea pigs.
I have a three bedroom, three bathroom house at the beach with a fully fenced in backyard with bamboo privacy hedges.
We rent, but are working towards ownership.

I've been through nasty situations throughout my adult life but I continue on with a strong head and strong willed personality.. To the public eye.

I was born to lead.
I was born to conquer.

However, more often than not, I'm sad. I'm angry. I cry myself to sleep several times a week. My self worth is non existent.

Material items are clearly not helping.
Love is clearly not helping.

What do I need to do to feel worthy?
SW-User
Hey, count your blessings! You have what most people lust for. Good job, great kids, nice husband, and a home.

You have more worth than you think!
Coppercoil · M
medication or spirituality.
colormestupid · 31-35, F
@Coppercoil Spirituality intrigues me. Maybe we should chat :)
Mk8155 · M
Hang in there life is tough
colormestupid · 31-35, F
@Mk8155
SW-User
You need to ACKNOWLEDGE yourself. That's one thing you're not doing enough. You're not patting yourself on the back for being strong every day. It's extraordinary what you're doing.
colormestupid · 31-35, F
@SW-User Thank you. To keep it simple, I just honestly don't know what to do for myself to feel good.
BearDownChicago · 41-45, M
You already should. So accomplished and have the right ambitions ....keep going with life and smile
colormestupid · 31-35, F
@BearDownChicago I always smile. I was taught from a young age that one must never falter in public appearance. That comes with ease... 😋
Goralski · 51-55, M
Maybe some god
colormestupid · 31-35, F

 
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