I Am Not As Strong As You Think I Am

[i]What is left of my real life friends do not know that on the inside, the ghosts of my past are constantly haunting me. On the outside is a barrier that they accept and never question. On the inside is a old decrepit and withered soul trying to claw its way out to face these demons and regain its youth. I am not brave enough to face certain things. Courage was never my strength.[/i]