I want you to see what a mess I am…

I want you to see the real me. I have no family, my east coast friends aren’t even real, they won’t converse about feelings or dead parents. My son’s dad is about to lose his leg because he’s a sedentary slob. I have no one except my son and myself and my dog.

I take care of us singlehanded and we have some brave, ambitious adventures! My life is a beautiful mess. And look, you can judge me all you want! I’ve felt like shit about myself my entire life because my family is a bunch of child molesters and cover ups. Now that I have come into my own and found honest ways to get my needs met, I feel none of that shame.

So what you think about my choices is irrelevant. And I’m loud about who I am to ram it in your face what happens when society fails it’s people. These old systems and beliefs are bullshit. I’ll be the asshole that stands up and takes the heat for change. Because nobody EVER showed up for me except to bring me down. But I’m still standing. And strong. Keep throwing stones. I’m building a fortress out of each and every one 🖤