How I thought about my sister and her match...

I know their souls loved each other.
Why they made history and built their story.
I just can't believe mine was wrecked because of an ancient secret affair that keeps repeating!
Knowing Man!
I just can't believe for the deja vu --- the karmic deja vu that spoiled my conquest for my love.
It sucks but it already had taken place.
I did not want the tie but the evil played for the sins of the past.

I am not happy nor in love. I long to be loved by my love. But the game is so stuck up!
Am I being impatient? Yes! Because I know they might wreck my story once again.

Even if I lost my first love story. I did not miss my main story that is to live this life once again!

For this game may she forgive the body and the entity that plays.
My body may be weak, but not my spirit.