@Franky I definitely believe it. I just had to say it on here so that people who happen to read my story might become enlightened by it.

@Franky Agreed. I'm done looking for friends. I'm sharing this story so other people can relate to it. I'm my own best friend. The whole reason I was searching for friends was because I thought I was missing out, but I was wrong. The only friend I'll always need is myself.

The path to fulfilment will only be found once you realise you need nothing and no one to be truly happy...

Story of my life. Friendships never work out for me either. I keep crushes in my fantasies because like you say, feelings fade. Feelings don't last very long.

i am used to being alone now if people dont want to be friends thats there loss

@joah... You are right... The only respect you need is your own.. And you are the only person who has the right to judge you...
And that's no bullshit....
But don't just say it.. believe it...
Need nothing and no one....