its just the way my life has worked out [I'm a Loner Most of the Time]

the only person to come to my door is the mailman
the only day of the year i know to expect company is halloween
and they stay only seconds, long enough to receive a few pcs of candy
the other 364 days...nobody
never a neighbor nor family,
not on any holiday, not to borrow anything, not to just say hi, or we will be travelling keep an eye out
friends?? what is a friend?? ive forgotten
this current century has been cruel, so many have deceased
and no one has come along to fill the void.
im not sure who has it worse...me or al bundy haha
good grief charlie brown