I'm a Loner Most of the Time

I dont really know whats going on with me. I am pretty much lonely most of the time. Hardly ever go out with frens . dont talk to ppl in school. Its my online fren that makes me sane. We all need a fren to tell them how is our day going, how are we feeling that kind of thing.

I have couple of online fren over the years. I din talk to most of them anymore but they help me through my bad times one way or another. When I was at experience project at first, I was in a bad shape. And yes chatting with ppl online help me a great deal to get over that awful thing that happened.

Now that I have gone over that thing, I cant help still feel empty.Hollow. It seems like looking for more ppl to chat with isnt the solution to my problem. Plus its so hard to just find a online fren that click with you, and with no ulterior motive.

I think I need something else. finding more online fren to chat with is not a permanent solution to my problem

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Minyue · 26-30, F

I dont even have much faith in real life frens anymore. I no longer talk to any of my old frens from high school. Friends would just drift apart thats it. They come into your life for a period of time and was there with you for part of the journey.

Its not like I cant talk, small talk , hold a conversation. I believe I have social anxiety. I cant even walk up to someone and talk to them. I dont have that kind of confidence in myself. I got scared even just go to the college office and ask for information. Its sucks

But hey nice to talk to u. great to know someone who understands the struggle of it