I'm a Loner Most of the Time

I dont really know whats going on with me. I am pretty much lonely most of the time. Hardly ever go out with frens . dont talk to ppl in school. Its my online fren that makes me sane. We all need a fren to tell them how is our day going, how are we feeling that kind of thing.

I have couple of online fren over the years. I din talk to most of them anymore but they help me through my bad times one way or another. When I was at experience project at first, I was in a bad shape. And yes chatting with ppl online help me a great deal to get over that awful thing that happened.

Now that I have gone over that thing, I cant help still feel empty.Hollow. It seems like looking for more ppl to chat with isnt the solution to my problem. Plus its so hard to just find a online fren that click with you, and with no ulterior motive.

I think I need something else. finding more online fren to chat with is not a permanent solution to my problem

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FireFlyField · 26-30, M

I haven't had many older friends like that so I wouldn't know. But once again, I agree. It really seems like no matter how a strong an online friendship with a peer seems, there's still too much distance for it to be lasting and it can fall apart at any moment. Real life friends are different because you see them every day and it's a lot easier to have fun, but those friends are harder to make. They just happen, there's no method or logic involved it making friends like that. It's frustrating because you look around and it seems like it's so easy for everyone else to do it, and you're just left there alone and dumbstruck as to why you're the only one who can't do the same.