I'm a Loner Most of the Time

I dont really know whats going on with me. I am pretty much lonely most of the time. Hardly ever go out with frens . dont talk to ppl in school. Its my online fren that makes me sane. We all need a fren to tell them how is our day going, how are we feeling that kind of thing.

I have couple of online fren over the years. I din talk to most of them anymore but they help me through my bad times one way or another. When I was at experience project at first, I was in a bad shape. And yes chatting with ppl online help me a great deal to get over that awful thing that happened.

Now that I have gone over that thing, I cant help still feel empty.Hollow. It seems like looking for more ppl to chat with isnt the solution to my problem. Plus its so hard to just find a online fren that click with you, and with no ulterior motive.

I think I need something else. finding more online fren to chat with is not a permanent solution to my problem