I don't judge others for being perverts

But they judge me for being such a prude. Like I don't have the right to actually be against masturbation and fornicating/cheating. Sex has slowly become a cuss word to me. It's taken a lot of time don't get me wrong I didn't take this direction overnight, and I was a pervert at 13 years old on up to maybe 50 but after much thought I turned against it and myself.Because my perversion was a result of being subjected to it as a small child. And through the decades of hell I've battled in a long journey of deep thinking, praying and seeing things for what they really are. Self pleasure, doing dirty stuff, all of it is messy, causes regret, problems and just ain't right. Of course I'm human but most times, 5 days at least out of the week I have no desires. That's a big improvement compared to when was younger. And I don't expect anyone else to feel the same way I do about it, it's just right for me. I don't look at women to lust after them. If someone lusts after me it makes me uncomfortable and feel dirty. Yeah I tried to make light of the issue and put comedy in to it but very few people have a sense of humor here. So anyway u can call me a prude or any other name just don't call me late for dinner.