If I could, I would stand up in front of everyone and let them tell me what I was accountable for.

I want all the truths of my wrongdoings. I want it all in my face. Because I want to be held accountable. I want it to break me in a way that I use it as fuel for change. But still that seems selfish and way too much to ask. Too easy.

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GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M

Go easy on yourself. We will all be held to account in the end, but by our own souls. We will all get what we deserve, but we exist here in this form in a limited context. You did the best with what you had. Focus on making things better now moving forward. Not on what you did or didn't do in the past. Learn from it. Don't let it be in vain. That is all you can do. 🤍

MarbleMarvel

@GeistInTheMachine I'm really not happy with who I am right now.

GeistInTheMachine · 31-35, M

@MarbleMarvel At least you are self aware. Don't be too self critical. One of the problems in the world is that the best people are too caught up in self doubt, but the worst people are the most arrogant and sure of themselves. Guess which ones get their way? You are valuable because you see the the potential in others. That means that you yourself have untapped potential that you can and will unleash when you are ready to embrace yourself again.