I can feel myself slipping. Things aren't going well. I'm trying. One procedure after another. Pain. Immobility. But still going...

It's this feeling of worthlessness that sneaks up on me when I'm so tired of doing it all without help or encouragement. I know I'll get through it, but that's the catch.

Like, the more I do alone, the more alone I become.

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LadyGrace ·

Aww, what's wrong honey? I'm so sorry you're going through all this. I see you mentioned part of the problem. Anything I can do to help?

ScreamingFox

@LadyGrace thank you, but truth is nobody can help. If I had a family it would be no sweat, but nothing replaces that.

LadyGrace ·

@ScreamingFox I know dear but my family is far away as well and I hardly ever get to see them, but no man is an island. Maybe they shouldn't be because we were made for fellowship with each other and to have friends. I mean that's just our makeup and there's nothing abnormal about wanting to talk to or be around friends or other people. There's nothing wrong with wanting to talk to people once in awhile. You never know what information someone has for you that could help you and then you wouldn't also have to feel so alone. Why be alone when you can have friends?