I'm not new, and if you recognize me, please understand I had been going through an extremely difficult time for about five years.

You may have blocked me, I may have blocked you. I will take full responsibility for being an angry, emotional mess. If I was rude, I'm sorry. Truly. Nobody owes me another chance, but a few here know I'm real and I care. So before you block me, understand I know I have been wrong in the past and I would love another shot. But I respect your choice if you're done with me.

Either way, I'm AST and EP/SW has been my fam for over a decade now. Thank you to those who have been my friends and stuck with me while I was going through hell.

I hope you all have a beautiful day 🖤

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Magenta · F

I always appreciate your realness.
This humanhood sure can be trying, can't it.
💕🌻

MarbleMarvel

@Magenta Thank you. I always appreciate yours as well. You have got that right. I think I'm just tired now. All the anger went away. But I have forgiven myself because given my circumstances I think I've been very strong and tried very hard. I found I can be as ugly as the people who hurt me. I am humbled over and over.