I Am a Free Spirit

Your all around me. I don't know why I want to lay with you so much. Because of you I used to get uncomfortable in other people's arms. She's a urge to slap your ass or tease you. But honestly your spirit is like whine I constantly long to be drunk on. Food I hunger for. Sexuality I long to feel in my soul again. She cares. She's submit to you completely in a way which I've always been scared to have with anyone because when you submit you leave yourself vernrable there's a chance of getting hurt. I hurt the people who submit do I choose to be alone in hopes that I may one day venture back to those I love and right my wrongs. It's scarey because I note that in fear and never submitting. You get angry with me. But when I feel that way all I can do iS try and clear my mind and body of hatred. And drift to sleep.